I'm not going to look!

I heard Vegas squeaking on the window with her front paws (she's front declawed) so looked out the front door which has sections of glass so you see the world faceted. I opened that door to the glass door and I swear I gray kitten just ran away. I don't want to know there is a kitten out there - perhaps a hungry, cold, abandoned kitten. It breaks my heart. It ran around the corner and I'm not going to look for it. I can't. We can't take in every cat. There's food and water out there for them. There basic shelter. It infuriates me that people are so terrible - to let cats breed and just have kittens - no thought to the fact that they are going to need care... *shaking head* There's nothing to say... it's just sad.